Friday, April 30, 2010
Can this really be happening?
For as long as I can remember I have been a basketcase. Over-reacting, over-analyzing, illogical and irrational about almost every facet of my existance. I require friends to keep me grounded and well... not crazy.
Until now.
I stopped the medication in March. and feel better now than I ever have. My mind is clear. I am seeing life as it should be, to be enjoyed and experienced. I want to get out and explore, do things and see things. Of course work gets in the way. I am very aware that I have lived in a protective bubble for the last 10 years. And as such have no idea how to get out and LIVE without being guided. But I am willing to learn and try. And am looking forward to the challenge.
In the meantime, I have scuba diving! a new man, a house, a car and it is officially nice weather so getting out and biking and walking are the "goals". Everything else will fall into place.
Until now.
I stopped the medication in March. and feel better now than I ever have. My mind is clear. I am seeing life as it should be, to be enjoyed and experienced. I want to get out and explore, do things and see things. Of course work gets in the way. I am very aware that I have lived in a protective bubble for the last 10 years. And as such have no idea how to get out and LIVE without being guided. But I am willing to learn and try. And am looking forward to the challenge.
In the meantime, I have scuba diving! a new man, a house, a car and it is officially nice weather so getting out and biking and walking are the "goals". Everything else will fall into place.
Dragonfly 4/30/2010 12:16:00 PM
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