Tuesday, June 09, 2015
Searching...
I have been looking at the lighter side posts... trying to figure out what I used to celebrate. I am having a really hard time with that. I feel lost within my head, and have FORGOTTEN everything that used to give me peace and joy ... you know... before.
But then, the cat came in from outside, and his wet feet skidded across the floor, and I laughed. They give me joy, warmth and comfort. For them I am greatful.
I have books - lovely, scary, mesmerizing books, that transport me to another world, another place, another time, that stop my head from dwelling on my shitty existance. (Just as an aside Stephen Kings' Doctor Sleep was amazing). I am greatful for books, and the fact that my memory is so bad I can reread the same books every year and still escape into them... because I forget the plot - I may remember the gist of it, but I don't remember all the details.
My ipad, as much as I hate that I am always on it, I have those games to interact, and stimulate my brain. I need that distraction, I need the focus it provides, I need that link to the outside world.
Lastly, I have tea. I love tea, it warms, soothes and nourishes.
Thanks.
Dragonfly 6/09/2015 09:07:00 AM
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