... and into the Light

Well, that is a bit of an exageration but I am not 100% either.

I have managed to sprain the muscles around my ribcage and am having a difficult time ... well doing anything. Standing gets uncomfortable, sitting causes slouching which pulls the muscles - lying down is too much pressure. So it kkind of sucks...

And I start talk therapy tomorrow and I'm not really looking forward to it. My presciption was writtn out wrong so I'm on the wrong dose of meds... not cool - means my stablity that I had almost achieved is now in jeopardy.

But the bird is playing in his water and I'm laughing instead of getting bitter... that's a good sign.

I'm a little sad - actually, I'm a lot sad but I know why... vacation ended and while I had Robyn here I really enjoyed looking out for her, cleaning up, taking her places, making sure she was happy. It is strange because I hats looking out for myself and I felt calm and stable taking care of her... I even wrote in my journal while she was here... So I was taking my "me" time too. I guess that is good for the soul... I even cried a bit too!

I ask because I have been accused of stalking the Barenaked Ladies... I have been going on their blog site and on that site found out about their only Toronto show this summer. And I decided that I was going to go, so I went and got 2 tickets and booked the time off and told Jared about the show - when he told his neighbors about it they couldn't get over how I find out about these things, at which point he said I am obsessed and borderline stalking...

Just curious - I don't think I'm stalking. It's not like i drove by his house or anything.